Tuesday, February 6, 2018

Roxette - Listen To Your Heart (Etip Dubstep Remix)

This is a very moving version of this song in Dubstep.... Makes me think about things a lot.... It also bring back memories as well...

Wednesday, January 3, 2018

2017 Summary

I just wanted to wish you a Happy New Year everyone reading.... I hope that you have had a really good one doing whatever you did to celebrate it!! I also hope that 2017 was a really good one for you as well where ever you are...
For me the end of 2016 from the 29th November things went downhill with a freak accident that happened to me. Then 2017 I had another freak accident on the 9th of January which left me virtually housebound for months and more pressure on Deb. During 2017 there were a lot of things happening with quite a few scary health issues coming up for me. It was very scary for Deb and I yet also my family as well. Including a mysterious stomach thing where I lost about 18 to 19 kilograms in about 2 or 3 months because I could hardly keep anything down even with anti nausea tablets. I've written a draft blog post yet decided not to publish it at this time... I'm still editing it down quite a bit as well which needs to be done.
The 23rd of August was a significant day in quite a few ways and also a very shocking day as well. It was that day on our 3 year and 3 month anniversary to the day Deb came home from work and broke it off with me out of the blue. The reason being was she was so sick of me being sick and recovering from my health issues. She was also sick of how long that it was taking and blamed me for it when it wasn't my fault for any of this happening to me. She didn't want to stick through it. Deb gave up on me and us.
 From that day on a lot of things changed very dramatically and really quickly at the same time. The year 2017 so far was one of the hardest years of my life and for this to happen made it a thousand times worse. I was totally devastated and everything was everywhere for me. There was a lot of things that I could have handled better under normal circumstances. Yet I guess that is part of life with living and learning.
2017 was one of the darkest years for me in every way and I was at my lowest points several times as well. Yet during the year I did find help and support for the first time in a very long time which I needed to do. It's also been because of the mighty God's help and grace that I'm through this year. God was there for me and still is there for me... I'm sorry for not keeping my blog up to date yet I had so much taken out of me this year in 2017. With my Asperger's Syndrome I also found so many different things extremely overwhelming as well.  I'm taking a day at a time at the moment yet will do more blogging to keep you guys more up to date... So 2018 is a new year... And Happy New Year to you and all your friends, family and loved ones.....